♥Wednesday, June 23, 2010
People always say im emo . But its not.
Im just being quiet.
When i was small , I'hv no friends ! Nobody talks to me.
Nobody to share things wif. Nobody to play wif !
Everytime i hav trouble, i dun tell anyone !
Until when i was 7 yo , I den hav friends. =(
Tis is why i end up like tis !
♥Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Morning went to play pool wif jeffery . Then david came.
After tat go play arcade . Played $5 dolla = 10 Coins.
Today might be a big day for me and her.
♥Saturday, June 19, 2010
Every love song suddenly is filled with meaning
At this point she suddenly appear before me
Bird song draws us closer to each other
At this point I suddenly fall in love with her
Listen to me, lets hold hands, walk together, and create a happy life together
Every love song will bring up memories
i think about how I met you that time
BUT ITS NOW GONE ! EVERYTHING HAS GONE ! -------------------------------------------------------------------Once in a while
You are in my mind
I think about the days that we had
And i dream that these would all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
How I want here to be with you
Once more
You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one in my life
So true, I believe i can never find
Somebody like you
(Copied lyrics from First Love)
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Whenever u think about memories , u will be either sad or happy !
Face the music ! Rocky Goh ! Face the music ! I have to accept wad i have done !
♥Friday, June 18, 2010
My wounds have healed by now but u can still see the scars
One heart. Horrible conditions. Will take anything for it . Cant i just cut it out of my chest and end this suffering ?
Forever crying in the inside.
I hate my fcking life !
There once a time where silence meant nothing to me.
I didnt wan to admit it, it was easier to lie,and hide the hurt and emptiness,to smile instead of cry.
Tired of trying, sick of crying, yeah im smiling, but inside im dying.
Like a broken piece of string that has disappeared in a sea of people
My eyes have finally lost sight of your face
Just wait a while desperately waiting for a shooting star to appear
If wishes really do come true
Can love really be forever?
Tomorrow's change may come too late
But the memories of our shared history grows dimmer by the day
For we live two separate worlds apart
Drenched promises are submerged in my heart
I raise my head and find that the love has gone
Can love really be forever?
♥Wednesday, June 16, 2010
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♥Saturday, June 12, 2010
I have been thinking alot of things tis few days.
Dunno wad happen to me.
But i promise myself something !
=)
♥Friday, June 11, 2010
Friday,June 11,2010 11.17A.m.
20 Days passed . I have the answer.
22/5 - 11/6
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May not be postin anymore le.
I HATE MYSELF ! I WONT FORGIVE MYSELF !
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Never believed how perfect my world could be
Pain, loneliness, and also a bit beaten
Would rather be lonely and lazy
Is a kind of comfort received when two people are together?
Never thought that one day my ending would actually all change
What’s the reason for crying ?
Who’s right, who’s wrong, feeling sorry for who
Even if tired from loving, I won’t regret it
Let me love you.
Leaving you, I silently retreat.
I can't bare to tell our story.
My tears flow into my heart and I'm learning to give up.
Your breathing soaks my love like the falling rain
Let me continue to miss you
Let my love become transparent
The raindrops outside the window slowly accumulate
The moisture indoors are like my memories of my love for you
♥Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Today morning woke up.
Thn watch show los ..
Waiting fer baby call and msg =(
Called thrice but no ans.
IMISSDIEHER!<3
Wad i can do only now is to wait fer her call and msg . Haiis..
Sometimes when she is missing, the world is depopulated.
When i go away from her, the world beats dead, like a slackened drum.
Missing her could turn from pain to pleasure, if i knew she were missing me too.
Invisible tears are the hardest to wipe away. JUST LET IT OUT !
Where she used to be, there is a hole in the world, which i find myself walking constantly around in the daytime,and falling in at night. IMISSDIEHER!
♥Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Usually when people are sad, they dont anything. They just cry over the condition. But when they get angry,they bring about a change.
Heart will never be pratical until they are made unbreakable.
bored over tis few days.. =(
Yesterday saw baby @ bus. She say she gng to yishun safra then i say i gng toos .. But she dun believe.
Thn i pei her to yishun safra los . After tat she saw her friends @ the staircase thn i dun disturb them liaos =(
After tat i went to bowling there wait for my friends los .
After my first game i wanted to buy drinks but dun hav wat i want.
I saw baby eating maggie wif her friends los.
AND THATS THE LAST TIME I SAW HER FOR THE DAY ! =(
IMissHer!ILoveBaby forever!
♥Wednesday, June 2, 2010
A heart can be broken,
but it keeps beating just the same.
I gave her my heart.
I am someone else when im wif her, someone more lyk myself.
i wan to cherish the time wif her before she says goodbye <3
the dreams tat i have dreamed are wad i fear most to face
I miss her already, even though i just heard her voice, I miss her already more can i possibly say.
Im tired of making myself sad and evertym things are looking up
Can anyone tell me,if things will ever changed ?
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Cant seem to find someone to tell the loneliest in my heart
Cant seem to find someone who can understand the torture of being afraid of dark
Cant seem to find the fated other half
Many ppl are like me living in a lonely life
Love is uncountable
Yet more complicated then i thought
Still unable to keep happiness
Starting to fear loneliness is a curse !
♥Tuesday, June 1, 2010
morning woke up late thn went to jeff house .
thn the bus alot ppl sia.. >< nid to squeeze. shaky
after tat we went to eat breakfast.
eat le went bck to jeff house agn. not long went to NP for quite long time bahs. (:
after tat go bck jeff house agn los..
went buy food.
thn david came, we went to play basketball los.
about 20mins david and jeff pei me go bus-stop.
thn i go tuition.. went to tuition late but went home early ahhas .. (:
but hors .. quite bored @ tuition ..
i shall stop my craps here bahs.
see u all ASAP..
tctc.
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all these years alone the wind has pass and the rain has gone
they were all tears and memories
there is loneliness and there are goodbyes
there are also dreams.
My friends walk tis life together wif me
those days were not return
ONE WORD,ONE LIFE, A LIFETIME FRIENDSHIP
wif my friends i will not b lonely
there are wounds and pains
I will not forget my friends who actually pei me most of the times !
CHEERS !
